Le Gummybear Fortress

2010 no like me.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Tue, 05 Jan 2010 15:27:19 GMT

Food poisoning. I think. I can't be sure what's causing it, but I do know I had this hair thing stuck in my mouth and I swallowed it or something. Since then I've been feeling queasy as if my body wants me to puke out shit it doesn't like. Yes I do feel like shit. Hopefully it goes away by tomorrow. Or the day after.

I have a bit of a cough going on.

...and I seem to get a new foot injury everyday.

Anyway. Fastest remedy is to just sleep. So... yay.

Okie. Equinox turn.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 15:47:35 GMT

I'm sending you to the service centre... this weekend. Need to get that fan of yours fixed.

I feel a bit bad for not using Knight for like 2 months? Dx... It's like OK I GOT MY DATA BACK, NO NEED YOU LIAO. So unfilial!

Anyway... I've to clear whatever crap I have on this computer before I hand it over to the screwdriver people.

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Mehh.... Monday blues.
I feel so useless at work. I'm sure it's all just insecurities

And the goldfish is sick! ;____;

CRAAAP.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Sun, 03 Jan 2010 08:55:26 GMT

Orders from Mother:
Take in the clothes

Reaction:
*stares at bamboo pole in horror*
*calls father*

Orders from Father:
DON'T TRY.

Being spoilt all my life, I've never attempted to help in shoving hugeass bamboo rods out of the window, or bringing them in. I'm too afraid of heights and killing random passer bys.

Yes, cloths wet. Must rewash. D:

*kena scolding*

The dreaded hours

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 12:51:48 GMT

*eats sandwich*

*chews*

...

I don't understand human beings...

*chews*

They are always so contradicting of themselves...

*nom nom*

They take things for granted...

*swallows*

They scream at clocks...

*yawns*

They actually enjoy the screaming...

*rub eyes*

Behaving like roosters...

*scratches ears*

It's basically the time of the year where they act more primitive then monkeys, going back to the beings they naturally were.

*throws ear shit*

For a moment, you might think they are hopeful for a new dawn, a better life...

*scratches arm*

Then you see their crazed happy looks at what would harm their lifes, and you start to wonder then get worried then aiyah human nature lah, pray how many times earth will still become like chaotar bah kuah(The really cannot eat one) because we so blur.

Kay, I'm feeling very itchy already. *scratch scratch*
Happy New Year ah. I wish for errr... money, job, roof, family, friends, all happy happy arr! HAPPY HAPPY ARR!!!!

*sniff...* My Zuuko...

A cheesy confession.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 03:30:05 GMT

Happy Birthday Ling. :)

It's a nice thing to feel a certain warmness from a holiday which is mostly corrupted by shiny lights and wrapping paper. I guess if I hadn't known you, Christmas would be shitty every year.

Merry Christmas people. This embeddedness is for you.

NO WORK TILL MONDAY.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 12:27:32 GMT

LONG HOLIDAY ARRRRRRHHH!!!!

Today is the company's Christmas lunch day as well as a coworker's birthday so we had lunch at this awesome Japanese buffet restaurant at Suntec. It's totally worth every cent(though I didn't have to pay XD). FREE FLOW SASHIMI AND PRAWN FRITTERZZZZZ. Plus if you're an asshole, you can grab those wrapped tidbits and stuff them in your bag or whatever.

This is the second time I went out for lunch with them due to my err *ahem* retardedness. I am like, "the mysterious bento person in the office who probably inhales helium". Meh, I don't know. I'll just hope I won't be sent to meetings with clients since the boss already knows. BUT CANNOT LAH, EVENTUALLY WILL KENA ONE.

Actually, today also got plans to watch movie, but I bail out. Movie confirm die one. It happens everytime, it's just a matter of fact whether anyone notices it ;).

ANYWAY. Ah. Ehh... I'm hungry. *grabs food, loads merlin*

Merlin's a cute show. I wanted to watch Legend of the Seeker for a long time, but my keenness somehow died. Then that day when I saw the trailer for Merlin, I was like "Watch this oneee!" It's hard to resist especially when I know who Merlin is and nada of this seeker guy. It doesn't have all the blood and splatter(maybe too little), but hey, works for me.

MIUSHIKU!

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Sat, 12 Dec 2009 06:27:37 GMT

Ai no Minamoto, Mandarin version. It actually sounds better than the Japanese version XD

Ah well, yesterday I was telling my ~~super pretty~~ art director that I listened to Japanese, German, Russian, Polish... XD Then she asked me why I didn't listen to Chinese songs. Lol, stump. I don't think it's a good idea to tell coworkers that I listen to the music I do. ~~Especially when they seem the type who prefer RnB, hiphop, bitchy mainstream stuff...~~. Plus they don't seem to enjoy it whenever rock songs starts playing.

The radio is the only thing we listen to at work. Not my kind of thing, but while working it serves its function of entertainment while being ignored at the same time.

This particular song plays ALOT. Got a little addicted to it XD

Greasy doormat is grumpy.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 16:22:08 GMT

Really now, when it runs out I suppose you'll both come crawling back to me.

I wouldn't mind if it's something you dearly want and will cherish for like, long long. But these things are nothing but stuff you'll throw away in a good few months to me, so it does tick me off a bit that I have to compromise money over the web for such a thing.

Although I'm a very delusional person who talks to inanimate objects, I'm not very fond of delusionally thinking that skincare products can tranform genetic structures. Gong Li just happens to be a really lucky rich woman. Next time when you guys have the ability to buy stuff online, I'll make you guys buy me ~~G3 pony bases~~ waxing strips.
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Anyway, the chair at work isn't very safe for moving about too freely... The one I sit on. Everybody else sits on like, very comfy chairs while mine is like the $12 kind. It's not sturdy, the wheels have no friction whatsoever, and yeah it's not exactly comfy. I get backaches everyday and need to stretch once every few hours.

This afternoon, there was a bird outside the window. I turned my chair and took a peak between the curtain binds, and suddenly the chair SLIDED away from my butt. I was probably sitting at the very edge with my feet so firm on the ground that when I moved my ass the chair went... ERUPTED BANANA!

...then the sound scared the shit out of everyone and I was too amused and uninjured that I couldn't help myself from laughing. I thought the chair broke or something but nope, it was intact... just not in a position it should religious be in.

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I haven't had lunch with my coworkers since day 1, for the fear of crap. I'd really like to tag along with them, but I can't muster up any courage to do so. I'm rather glued to the working part of the job. Thinking about going out for an hour makes me feel like I'm wasting time when I can complete things faster. Aiyah, anyway I help to answer calls when no one's in.

I really hate answering calls with all the muffled speech. I'm have to device up a guide to answer questions because I've been very awkward so far. *fails*

I've stuff due tomorrow. Chao.

SUSUME!!!

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 14:18:03 GMT

LOL, I just wrote the dreaded letter. Since I really liked what they were doing and would love to apply again in future, I thought it'll be common courtesy to inform them. They replied me back pretty fast too Dx. They seem to be pretty active during weekends. It makes me wonder whether they are workloaded or just passionate to the core. But still, epic things are epics.

Oh well, can't always get everything you want can you?
Eh, cheer up lah Dinah. Company office got goldfish. Goldfish okay?!

Yosh. First paycheck = BUY GAMES AND LAG COMPUTER. This month I guess I can continue what I behind in Baldur's Gate. (Outdated lah, Dinah...)

It's going to be rather dejavu-ish this week. Exactly a year ago, I attended my first week of work, then it was EOY. Oh man... I was jobless for an entire year, wtf.

Portrait day went ok today. I was sitting in the front row with people I don't know. But nevertheless, the people there are indeed a very friendly bunch, even if I don't have the guts to start a conversation with them. I'm still stuck with taking only to Dennis, who was sitting beside that guy(whose name I still don't know yet despite knowing him since May)XD. I sold 2 pieces today. Those kids were adorable!

On yah! Daren came to MAAD today. The place was buzzing with life all of a sudden with all these extra stalls, that we had our seats at the other end of the hall.

YES! BITCH! YES!

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 09:26:12 GMT

I... I hit the jackpot.

And I'm getting panic attack syndromes from all the joy.

O___O *breaths*

Okay... now.... *stares at the other mock up* So... what do I do with this?

I was about to paste the navibar in! Holy Crap!...

*continues it anyway for competency's sake* I'll send a sad sad letter to the epic company later... maybe tomorrow.

HOLY SHIT!!!!1111

I'm going to like... open my temp art shop or freebie shop on Gaia... Cuz you know... I won't be drawing much after I start work.

Yeah it sucks. But hey, there's money! And the office has FRIGGIN GOLDFISH!!!!

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Eh... I think I should just forget about doing art for gaia people.

MMmrrrghhh...

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 03:44:30 GMT

SERIOUSLY DA. Why do I feel like that website is starting to get really corrupted?

The Shepard Fairey thing is already pissing me off. Now you can't even bump your own job services thread. You have to make a new one everytime it falls off the first page. Isn't it the same? Well yes, 'cept that you have to type everything out all over again! Or copy paste. Wait, isn't that the same?!

I don't understand.

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I turned down a job offer on the phone this morning. It was the very first thing I did. =__=
Why did I turn it down? Well, because I'm already stressloaded with current 2 applications. AND... I couldn't hear the person over the phone. I couldn't hear her say "hello", couldn't hear my name, couldn't hear the company's name. I barely comprehended anything so... XD... "Okay not interested bye bye!!!" XD

Joo likes movies?

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Sat, 28 Nov 2009 10:26:23 GMT

How sweet of a job is this man? XD

http://sg.jobstreet.com/jobs/2009/11/default/20/2173893.htm?fr=J

Sadly, even though I like to critique film, I don't do well in cinemas and I'm EXTREMELY outdated.
Bwaaah. Dinah has too many weakpoints.

Damn! Dream jobs are not easy to get into aren't they?

Whaaaaaiii

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 03:22:30 GMT

Life always seems like a complete mess even if it isn't whenever I have my period.

My mother likes to play evil mind tricks on me, asking me to apply for poly courses. Arts Management =__=. My... my maths cannot make it lah. And no matter how much I would like to continue my studies, my bloody O'level results will not allow it. :'D

I...I want to study programming. And sadly I assume you need some elite maths grade to get into it. Oh, whatever. :')

...

Someone please hire me, I wants money. :')

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And why is this guy I barely talk to asking me weird questions?! D:

Wallpaper meme - cursed by rui and ling

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 16:38:55 GMT

Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper on their LiveJournal.
Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

1. I like the color green.
2. It's easier to see the mess of icons on my destop.
3. I'm too lazy to change it.
4. I'm too accustomed to it.
5. It's kinda pointless to personalize it when nobody else's gonna look at it.

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Lol. Vista default stuff XD.

Haiya... sian ah.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 09:20:53 GMT

Say err... Does anyone still drink water in the trains?

I do XD. Well until Xinyan stopped me from opening my bottle 3 days ago.

"CANNOT DRINK WATER!"

O___O "Plain water only what."

"CANNOT!"

"What if I die?"

"CANNOT DRINK!"

Cheebeh. Basic human necessity also cannot. Why can't they be a little more logical when it comes to creating rules, like not allowing people to wank in trains. Seriously man, it's just water. If we don;t spill it, we shouldn't be fined. If spill then ok lah, pay money. Aiyah KNN, just standby cleaner auntie lah!

Really now, my throat was hurting throughout the whole journey.

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7.23pm
Sending out more CVs. Oh, when will this phase of my life end? T__T

And my throat still hurts. I seem to be super laid back about home remedies.

What Equality?

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 18:49:08 GMT

If I get horribly sick tomorrow, I'm blaming it on this guy named Shepard Fairey.

I was about to turn off my computer, then I was checking DeviantART for while, then hey! A contest! Hmm. Interesting. And for a good cause! And then I was downloading the template of whatever it was, though the part about altering a used design was only a lil weird to me.

Then I saw hate art. Ah, that's where the fun came in and I read all the junk about this guy who's apparently the judge of this contest. Although I think I admire his general motive and the whole equality thing, I am, as an art maker, disgusted.

I pray that in my journey of life, I will not become one of these demons who lurk the creative world and mislead young illustrators that's it's "ok to copy people and become famous!"

Urgh! The health of my throat has been put under a test for days now. It's gonna hurt like a bitch. Dx

So yes. Not entering. =__=
Sleep. Bye. End another rant.

edit: Ah... One more thing. I sort of lost some faith in DA.

EDIT: SHIT. I'm still up.
I don't care how much of a hero he is to the world.
THE MAIN THING THAT DISTURBS PEOPLE, DEVIANTART STAFF, IS THAT..
How could you allow a person who has done something most of us disapprove of, a contest judge?
And then defend him.
http://comments.deviantart.com/2/99837/1265389215

And... after seeing some comments by the admin, I think I did lose alot of faith in people. ~___~

Someone please chase me off to bed.

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"deviantART made a controversial decision, but still one that offers the community a chance to be judged by a true icon in the art scene. the community should be grateful for that."-IBinsanity

True icon. =___=. Peh!

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Immature oversensitive idiot here has exited DA to sleep. =__= Finally.

The Curse of the Chicken Curry

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:05:45 GMT

AND late nights.

Throat feels like crap. Plus I hardly slept last night.

Gonna sleep soon. ~___~

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*steals meme thing from grotesqa *

1: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
Anyone think Dinah needs a more active role?
*cough cough* I do.

2: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
The wing is great too, it will definitely make Dinah look like a massive weapon once its done.
Third page, lol.

3: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
Dinah does not die, though she probably spent the rest of her life as a useless woman in the house of her ...
This is win man. XD

4: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
Dinah hates two things about life on the streets the most. One thing that she hates is that she sleeps in the open, as the shack she stays in has no roof or ...
Meh, I prefer the previous one. Least I've a house. XD

5: Type in "[your name] goes" or "..has gone" in Google search:
When Dinah goes out to visit the daughters of the land, but is instead raped by Shechem, the whole story changes. Thus, the rape has to play a center role. ...
I blame myself for saying his name sounded gay.

6: Type in "[your name] loves" in Google search:
Dinah Loves Her Jumperoo
Hmm. Jumpy.

7: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
Alice continues to tell the animals that Dinah eats birds, which causes all of the animals to scatter in fear.
ALL? You animals are dumb. *leads lonesome vegan life*

8: Type in "[your name] has" in Google search:
DINAH HAS LEFT THE SHOW????. WOW WHAT A SHOCKER!!!!! SHE ISN'T STAYING FOR THE 8/14 LAST TAPING??? I WILL MISS HER.....FUNNY THAT SHE WOULD LEAVE NOW ?
*covers ears and boils potatoes*

9: Type in "[your name] died" in Google search:
Dinah died at age 39, from an accidental overdose of prescription diet pills

10: Type in "[your name] won't" in Google Search:
Dinah, won't you blow. Dinah, won't you blow. Dinah, won't you blow your ho-o-orn.
Fine, fine, I'll blow the damn thing.

11: Type in "[your name] can't" in Google Search:
Dinah can't find Shayne or Edmund
Hmm

12: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
Dinah Wants Religion
No no no, Dinah wants peace, dammit.

Kyaaness

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 07:47:34 GMT

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Watching xxxHolic now that I've completed TRC. I should just go read the mangas man, I felt I was watching filler after filler during the second series. They left out all the blood and violence, and turn it into some kid's show. Luckily, the OVAs gave everything the series avoided.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:35:34 GMT

meh boredom.

bottom thingie stolen from
http://rayne-bloodstone.deviantart.com/

YOUR BOY SIDE:

[X] you love hoodies
[ ] you love jeans
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[X] you've played with/against boys on a team?
[X] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX,
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[ ] gory movies are cool
[ ] you used to go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[ ] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[ ] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[X] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[X] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[X] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[ ] you have fished at least once

TOTAL= 6

YOUR GIRL SIDE

[X] you like to shop
[X] you wear eyeliner
[X] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheer leading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[ ] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewelery
[X] you cried watching The Notebook (No idea what the notebook is but I cry at everything XD)
[X] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[X] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies(for Dinah, this is only applicable to toys, art materials and music CDs. Shopping for clothes makes me wanna die. XD)
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[X] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[X] you like wearing dresses
[ ] you like wearing body spray/deodorant
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[X] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything

TOTAL: 7

Boy = 6
Girl = 9

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*sigh* It seems like... Dinah needs another side called the cartoon side, where there be checkboxes for making squeaky noises and being unemployed and single. Oh shitz it's two thirZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Ittai.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 06:10:20 GMT

Tonight, we has crab!! :D

And I just saw one of them legs moving when my mom turned on the fire. ;____;

Gonna force myself to finish coloring something today.

My intuition failed.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 14:32:47 GMT

I left the house confident that I had everything with me, but while on the train, I realized I had forgotten to bring my brushes. BLOODY IDIOT.

Luckily, there was a Guardian outlet at Tanjong Pagar station. I got hold of some cheap stuff to aid with painting, namely a toothbrush and a packet of cotton buds. XD

Ey, but they work pretty well! XDDDD... I still had to get my right hand dirty with paint to use them though, there's a bit of blue left around my fingernails.

Not much people this month, we didn't have to split into 2 groups. Maybe it's busy study time for some people. Maybe that's why I managed to sell 3 drawings. =w= *feels slighty less poor*

Hmmm.. exhausted. Will upload drawings some other time.

Dyslexia be your worst enemy.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 02:08:53 GMT

Yaaay. I has spam. XD

NOTICE OF INNAPRORIATE LINKING. Then you see the paperclip.

in n apro riate
in a ppro priate

*sends to junk*

There are people who I've blocked on Messenger because their emails were giving out spam. And there are the really strange people who still send around chain letters and those "hotmail is closing" emails.

"Hotmail has been wanting to close" since I was 14. Aiyaaaah, if you get annoying advert pop-ups from messenger, it means they're doing well, yes? :)

Taking advantage of not-so-smart people in spreading viruses is scary. Just plug in your thumbdrive to your friend's computer, your school's computer, and YAY. INSTANT IMPENDING DOOM. No one is safe T__T...

I'm... hungry. Must resist sugar rolls. They be sugary and sweet and pretty and puffy and soft, but Dinah hates cake.

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10.56AM

OMG. Kero appeared in TRC! XDDDD

Wait, that doesn't look...

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 09:46:46 GMT

That doesn't look quite right.

Screenshot this out of TRC:

Ah well, I see professionals make weird mistakes every now and then.

Edit: Went on DA to search for mirror refs. Look at what I found.
http://red-priest-usada.deviantart.com/art/Girl-In-The-Mirror-107774368
http://ironshod.deviantart.com/art/Magical-Mirror-115029227
Painfully. Similar.

Note to self: Do not rely too much on references. It's pretty... popular XD

Soup base.

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 16:35:15 GMT

WIP dump because I'm too lazy to sign into blogger

Chibis are a breeze to lineart, plus you go easy on the anatomy. However I rarely draw chibis like these, the consistency is all over the place in 5 pieces(the 4 elements for lack of inspiration, and a merthing).

But I'm still awfully slow lah, having completed only 2 linearts today. Or do I have an excuse being that these are at A4 300dpi things? XD ~~I know I watch a lot of anime.~~

Eh... I haven't started on the comic. *shot* I haven't even got the story planned out well enough. And my VERY FIRST character I created for this story, back like in Sec 4, HAS THE LEAST DEVELOPMENT OF ALL. *smacks head*

Well, I'll try doing some planning, thumbnails, before bed. At the moment, I've no guts to post anything in the thread.

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Ah. I should try cooking packet noodles, or eggs, more often. It seems that everytime I attempt it, my mom ends up doing the job. X'D

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Oh yah... I'll go back to jobhunting tomorrow, WHILE trying to do the above things. I think the chances are good that I won't get any interviews till next Monday, so lineart+comic+portrait day = done in good spirits.

Neon

krystyldarklend@hotmail.com — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 11:19:18 GMT

Whee. Revamped site.

I ought to do something about the header(the green hurts my eyes and probably yours too), the background, and the empty animation corner, but I'll work on all that after I get a good drawing fix.

I need to devise up the comic, but I want to draw useless random thingsss first!
Just a little? A little? :(

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1.08AM

SHITTTTZZZ. I promise to storyboard tomorrow! I PROMISE!!!! And the chibi ineart too. I PROMISE. OKAY?

*watches trc*