Le Gummybear Fortress

I... I hit the jackpot.

And I'm getting panic attack syndromes from all the joy.

O___O *breaths*

Okay... now.... *stares at the other mock up* So... what do I do with this?

I was about to paste the navibar in! Holy Crap!...

*continues it anyway for competency's sake* I'll send a sad sad letter to the epic company later... maybe tomorrow.

HOLY SHIT!!!!1111

I'm going to like... open my temp art shop or freebie shop on Gaia... Cuz you know... I won't be drawing much after I start work.

Yeah it sucks. But hey, there's money! And the office has FRIGGIN GOLDFISH!!!!

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Eh... I think I should just forget about doing art for gaia people.

SERIOUSLY DA. Why do I feel like that website is starting to get really corrupted?

The Shepard Fairey thing is already pissing me off. Now you can't even bump your own job services thread. You have to make a new one everytime it falls off the first page. Isn't it the same? Well yes, 'cept that you have to type everything out all over again! Or copy paste. Wait, isn't that the same?!

I don't understand.

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I turned down a job offer on the phone this morning. It was the very first thing I did. =__=
Why did I turn it down? Well, because I'm already stressloaded with current 2 applications. AND... I couldn't hear the person over the phone. I couldn't hear her say "hello", couldn't hear my name, couldn't hear the company's name. I barely comprehended anything so... XD... "Okay not interested bye bye!!!" XD

How sweet of a job is this man? XD

http://sg.jobstreet.com/jobs/2009/11/default/20/2173893.htm?fr=J

Sadly, even though I like to critique film, I don't do well in cinemas and I'm EXTREMELY outdated.
Bwaaah. Dinah has too many weakpoints.

Damn! Dream jobs are not easy to get into aren't they?

Life always seems like a complete mess even if it isn't whenever I have my period.

My mother likes to play evil mind tricks on me, asking me to apply for poly courses. Arts Management =__=. My... my maths cannot make it lah. And no matter how much I would like to continue my studies, my bloody O'level results will not allow it. :'D

I...I want to study programming. And sadly I assume you need some elite maths grade to get into it. Oh, whatever. :')

...

Someone please hire me, I wants money. :')

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And why is this guy I barely talk to asking me weird questions?! D:

Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper on their LiveJournal.
Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!



1. I like the color green.
2. It's easier to see the mess of icons on my destop.
3. I'm too lazy to change it.
4. I'm too accustomed to it.
5. It's kinda pointless to personalize it when nobody else's gonna look at it.

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Lol. Vista default stuff XD.

Say err... Does anyone still drink water in the trains?

I do XD. Well until Xinyan stopped me from opening my bottle 3 days ago.

"CANNOT DRINK WATER!"

O___O "Plain water only what."

"CANNOT!"

"What if I die?"

"CANNOT DRINK!"

Cheebeh. Basic human necessity also cannot. Why can't they be a little more logical when it comes to creating rules, like not allowing people to wank in trains. Seriously man, it's just water. If we don;t spill it, we shouldn't be fined. If spill then ok lah, pay money. Aiyah KNN, just standby cleaner auntie lah!

Really now, my throat was hurting throughout the whole journey.

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7.23pm
Sending out more CVs. Oh, when will this phase of my life end? T__T

And my throat still hurts. I seem to be super laid back about home remedies.

If I get horribly sick tomorrow, I'm blaming it on this guy named Shepard Fairey.

I was about to turn off my computer, then I was checking DeviantART for while, then hey! A contest! Hmm. Interesting. And for a good cause! And then I was downloading the template of whatever it was, though the part about altering a used design was only a lil weird to me.

Then I saw hate art. Ah, that's where the fun came in and I read all the junk about this guy who's apparently the judge of this contest. Although I think I admire his general motive and the whole equality thing, I am, as an art maker, disgusted.

I pray that in my journey of life, I will not become one of these demons who lurk the creative world and mislead young illustrators that's it's "ok to copy people and become famous!"

Urgh! The health of my throat has been put under a test for days now. It's gonna hurt like a bitch. Dx

So yes. Not entering. =__=
Sleep. Bye. End another rant.

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AND late nights.

Throat feels like crap. Plus I hardly slept last night.

Gonna sleep soon. ~___~

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*steals meme thing from grotesqa *

1: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
Anyone think Dinah needs a more active role?
*cough cough* I do.

2: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
The wing is great too, it will definitely make Dinah look like a massive weapon once its done.
Third page, lol.

3: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
Dinah does not die, though she probably spent the rest of her life as a useless woman in the house of her ...
This is win man. XD

4: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
Dinah hates two things about life on the streets the most. One thing that she hates is that she sleeps in the open, as the shack she stays in has no roof or ...
Meh, I prefer the previous one. Least I've a house. XD

5: Type in "[your name] goes" or "..has gone" in Google search:
When Dinah goes out to visit the daughters of the land, but is instead raped by Shechem, the whole story changes. Thus, the rape has to play a center role. ...
I blame myself for saying his name sounded gay.

6: Type in "[your name] loves" in Google search:
Dinah Loves Her Jumperoo
Hmm. Jumpy.

7: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
Alice continues to tell the animals that Dinah eats birds, which causes all of the animals to scatter in fear.
ALL? You animals are dumb. *leads lonesome vegan life*

8: Type in "[your name] has" in Google search:
DINAH HAS LEFT THE SHOW????. WOW WHAT A SHOCKER!!!!! SHE ISN'T STAYING FOR THE 8/14 LAST TAPING??? I WILL MISS HER.....FUNNY THAT SHE WOULD LEAVE NOW ?
*covers ears and boils potatoes*

9: Type in "[your name] died" in Google search:
Dinah died at age 39, from an accidental overdose of prescription diet pills

10: Type in "[your name] won't" in Google Search:
Dinah, won't you blow. Dinah, won't you blow. Dinah, won't you blow your ho-o-orn.
Fine, fine, I'll blow the damn thing.

11: Type in "[your name] can't" in Google Search:
Dinah can't find Shayne or Edmund
Hmm

12: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
Dinah Wants Religion
No no no, Dinah wants peace, dammit.

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Watching xxxHolic now that I've completed TRC. I should just go read the mangas man, I felt I was watching filler after filler during the second series. They left out all the blood and violence, and turn it into some kid's show. Luckily, the OVAs gave everything the series avoided.

meh boredom.

bottom thingie stolen from
http://rayne-bloodstone.deviantart.com/

YOUR BOY SIDE:

[X] you love hoodies
[ ] you love jeans
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[X] you've played with/against boys on a team?
[X] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX,
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[ ] gory movies are cool
[ ] you used to go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[ ] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[ ] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[X] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[X] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[X] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[ ] you have fished at least once

TOTAL= 6

YOUR GIRL SIDE

[X] you like to shop
[X] you wear eyeliner
[X] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheer leading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[ ] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewelery
[X] you cried watching The Notebook (No idea what the notebook is but I cry at everything XD)
[X] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[X] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies(for Dinah, this is only applicable to toys, art materials and music CDs. Shopping for clothes makes me wanna die. XD)
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[X] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[X] you like wearing dresses
[ ] you like wearing body spray/deodorant
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[X] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything

TOTAL: 7

Boy = 6
Girl = 9

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*sigh* It seems like... Dinah needs another side called the cartoon side, where there be checkboxes for making squeaky noises and being unemployed and single. Oh shitz it's two thirZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Tonight, we has crab!! :D

And I just saw one of them legs moving when my mom turned on the fire. ;____;

Gonna force myself to finish coloring something today.

I left the house confident that I had everything with me, but while on the train, I realized I had forgotten to bring my brushes. BLOODY IDIOT.

Luckily, there was a Guardian outlet at Tanjong Pagar station. I got hold of some cheap stuff to aid with painting, namely a toothbrush and a packet of cotton buds. XD

Ey, but they work pretty well! XDDDD... I still had to get my right hand dirty with paint to use them though, there's a bit of blue left around my fingernails.

Not much people this month, we didn't have to split into 2 groups. Maybe it's busy study time for some people. Maybe that's why I managed to sell 3 drawings. =w= *feels slighty less poor*

Hmmm.. exhausted. Will upload drawings some other time.

Yaaay. I has spam. XD

NOTICE OF INNAPRORIATE LINKING. Then you see the paperclip.

in n apro riate
in a ppro priate

*sends to junk*

There are people who I've blocked on Messenger because their emails were giving out spam. And there are the really strange people who still send around chain letters and those "hotmail is closing" emails.

"Hotmail has been wanting to close" since I was 14. Aiyaaaah, if you get annoying advert pop-ups from messenger, it means they're doing well, yes? :)

Taking advantage of not-so-smart people in spreading viruses is scary. Just plug in your thumbdrive to your friend's computer, your school's computer, and YAY. INSTANT IMPENDING DOOM. No one is safe T__T...

I'm... hungry. Must resist sugar rolls. They be sugary and sweet and pretty and puffy and soft, but Dinah hates cake.

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10.56AM

OMG. Kero appeared in TRC! XDDDD

That doesn't look quite right.

Screenshot this out of TRC:



Ah well, I see professionals make weird mistakes every now and then.

Edit: Went on DA to search for mirror refs. Look at what I found.
http://red-priest-usada.deviantart.com/art/Girl-In-The-Mirror-107774368
http://ironshod.deviantart.com/art/Magical-Mirror-115029227
Painfully. Similar.

Note to self: Do not rely too much on references. It's pretty... popular XD

WIP dump because I'm too lazy to sign into blogger



Chibis are a breeze to lineart, plus you go easy on the anatomy. However I rarely draw chibis like these, the consistency is all over the place in 5 pieces(the 4 elements for lack of inspiration, and a merthing).

But I'm still awfully slow lah, having completed only 2 linearts today. Or do I have an excuse being that these are at A4 300dpi things? XD I know I watch a lot of anime.

Eh... I haven't started on the comic. *shot* I haven't even got the story planned out well enough. And my VERY FIRST character I created for this story, back like in Sec 4, HAS THE LEAST DEVELOPMENT OF ALL. *smacks head*

Well, I'll try doing some planning, thumbnails, before bed. At the moment, I've no guts to post anything in the thread.

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Ah. I should try cooking packet noodles, or eggs, more often. It seems that everytime I attempt it, my mom ends up doing the job. X'D

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Oh yah... I'll go back to jobhunting tomorrow, WHILE trying to do the above things. I think the chances are good that I won't get any interviews till next Monday, so lineart+comic+portrait day = done in good spirits.

Whee. Revamped site.

I ought to do something about the header(the green hurts my eyes and probably yours too), the background, and the empty animation corner, but I'll work on all that after I get a good drawing fix.

I need to devise up the comic, but I want to draw useless random thingsss first!
Just a little? A little? :(

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1.08AM

SHITTTTZZZ. I promise to storyboard tomorrow! I PROMISE!!!! And the chibi ineart too. I PROMISE. OKAY?

*watches trc*

I found this old notebook with my doodles in the living room with pages torn out and cut up. My mom said I didn't want it. Oh please, those are stuff I will NEVER show to others, all my vital OC information and shit which I won't just "leave somewhere", though I seriously do not recall ever using that notepad. She must have found it somewhere and assumed I didn't want it.

Gawd I drew like shit last time.

It was fun!

I didn't want to be the average girl screaming her head off(geez, I hate screams), so I was pretty cocky throughout the whole time. I said hi to the grim reaper, I patted the decapitated head, I even had a nice little conversation with a psycho zombie butcher... though he was a pretty quiet guy.

Hi!
*moaaaan*
Why are you so gloomy?
*moaaaan*
Do you watch hentai?
*moaaaan*
Stalker lah you.
*moaaaan*
*pokes amputated finger on apron*

Ah.. zombies are so adorable. They are like, lost little things who just need a lil guidance XD

It's nice seeing my usual year 3 clique again, and a couple of new people. X3

I don't know why, but even without a job, the weekends make me feel very very very lazy.

And I'm exhausted from collecting every picture I did into a PSD file last night. There's about 120 layers now. I think it'll look kinda strange so little design stuff. I don't dare to put up the mock advertisements I made online.

And... I'm a little apprehensive about tonight. Since kids can go in, I don't think it's that scary, but I know my nerves very well. Crap XD

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3.12pm

Just went down to have a peek at Louis getting his wig cut. Damn funny lah! Shit, should have brought down my camera! XD

Enter salon, see guy with bright orange hair, then see the cheap balding wig. :'D

My mood fluctuates too much, and has become my greatest enemy. I'll do my best to stay away from jobhunting for the next few days, for the sake of my own sanity.

I've found a new addiction: Tatakau Shisho. VOLKEN IS MINE... It's a new animated series based off a manga, so I have to painfully wait for new episodes.

In the meantime, I'll rewatch Reservoir Chronicle all over again since I've forgotten where I left off.